The spark in my life is slowly fading away. Untypically of a cancer, I thrive on new things. I thrive on change, on new experiments.I thrive for drama – the more the better. For someone born under the homely pathetic sign of Cancer, I had more than my fair share of life changing events.
What do you do when you are feeling a little more blah with life rather than YAY seize the day? I do new stuff…literally. I get involved in so many new things it’s unbelievable. My latest project is new-age hoo hah…tealeaf reading,crystal ball shit. Need to get some tarot cards to seek divine intervention this weekend. I went through the earring making phase which is returning with a vengence ( easter fair is on next week – made 30 pairs just last weekend). I read way too much to make my visits to Borders finacially sane – I end up in the library instead now. I go a little crazy with masak masak series,but hey, a girl needs to eat. And my failed venture into origami and not-even-started-yet salt dough moulding.
Am i feeling blah with life because I have too much on my plate or not enough?
(Maybe I just need to get more sleep…)
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You have the right approach – you just haven’t found the “right” new thing to fill out whatever it is that you are missing.
A good side effect of having too much on is that it distracts you from the blahs. Or does it not make a difference? 
It does distract my from my current state of discontent at work. It discracts me from the fact that I had completely quit my pack-a-day habit.It distracts me from being stuck in a time warp,not going forward nor backwards.
Otherwise, my earring making forays, masak-masak and creepy new-age idealogies actually make for good conversation pieces.
Comment by sourrain 03.15.07 @ 10:10 ami feel like that at different seasons of the year.
sometimes i just need that adrenalin rush to make myself feel better or even more hopeful 
hey, u make earrings too!
hehehe check out my LJ.
http://natnatviv.livejournal.com 
viv: OMG you are serious jewelry maker – there are so many necklaces/earrings/bracelets! I’ve been out of the business for more than a year – getting lazy. blog posts are tagged with /lunabliss
and yea, Im affected by SADs too..although its getting sunnier now for me so I dont know what the heck im so bleah for!
Comment by sourrain 03.15.07 @ 1:02 pmJack of all trades, master of none. Which do you prefer to be?
Comment by dreymer 03.16.07 @ 1:10 ami dont actually have a choice (If i did i just want alot of money but its a different story all together:)). I have too many interests – everything intruiges me. I have not found something that holds my interest for long other than lifelong reading (and blogging) so I guess the search continues. I am hoping that one day something will hold my interest long enough – and then i will know its made for me.
I stillllllll havent foundddddddd what im looking forrrrrrrr
Comment by sourrain 03.16.07 @ 8:16 amnever too late to get back on it again
i have been backdated for 7 months as I left my previous role for a career change.
so so start on it!
actually nothing holds my interest for that long
i get bored and then i move on
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